I had been talking about Doodle 4 Google and how I had submitted something that was sure to win…I just found out that I didn’t even make it to the voting part which hurts a lot. I spend months editing the picture, drawing it out and thinking about my concept, only for it to not even be given a chance.
I use to love Google but this just feels like a big slap full of betrayal in it…like, they could have AT LEAST given me a chance. If I had known, I would have never applied to the stupid Scholarship, it hurts more then it was worth it and in the end it just makes me doubt myself and wonder “Am I even good at drawing?”
I don’t know what to do anymore.