I had been talking about Doodle 4 Google and how I had submitted something that was sure to win…I just found out that I didn’t even make it to the voting part which hurts a lot. I spend months editing the picture, drawing it out and thinking about my concept, only for it to not even be given a chance.

I use to love Google but this just feels like a big slap full of betrayal in it…like, they could have AT LEAST given me a chance. If I had known, I would have never applied to the stupid Scholarship, it hurts more then it was worth it and in the end it just makes me doubt myself and wonder “Am I even good at drawing?”


I don’t know what to do anymore.


So...this is how failure looks like.

So…this is how failure looks like.


3 thoughts on “Losing

  1. kissmeunderthepinkblossomtree says:

    Dear Amaranthis,

    Congratulations for trying and having the courage to do such a thing. You did not fail, you succeeded. The fact that yourself out there is something all together in its self. I understand how you are feeling, you are not alone.

    Take care dear.

    Caterina x

    • yerennyca18 says:

      Dear, Caterina
      Thanks so much for the comment, it really helps a lot, especially when I am feeling at my lowest right now. I hope that you are feeling better as well.

      Take care,
      Hugs and kisses

      Yerenny xoxox

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